“Make the sadness go away
Come back another day
The things I’ve said and done
Don’t matter to anyone
But still, you push me to see
something I can never be
Why am I their shattered king
I don’t mean anything”
I am so done with all this shit. I can’t take this anymore. All these feelings are eating me alive. I don’t know who I am and what am I doing here. I just want to stop caring about everything and try to live this stupid life that was given to me. Though it doesn’t have any sense so it would be better to just give up and leave everything behind me. But that is selfish and I don’t want to hurt my parents because they don’t deserve that.
I am just so sick of myself in every single way.
